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love is nothing without both person communication.dont u think so abt my point .. love there are many, family alway think that they pay us money is care us but actually what is the connection of family- we are born to a family, growth and learn to adapt the society and develop own family when we get a mate and create the next generation and left them in our death. is that so?

love relation worst worst girl guy do the same thing. nothing special just that u feel some1 care u when u are lonely but they wont care u anymore  when u are free from the problem. wat is relation stand for. love is the tool to get the elict responce toward sex desire mah. swt swt swt dunno la friendship people say can last forever wo.u believe the truth mah.for me friend is just people who pass by you and teach u lesson and bring hapiness sadness fear and feeling of using. betrayal is common in friendship . so what people suppose to respond toward such matter. actually nth much worth people should perceive and get from other. trust yrself trust no one. life is dukka and there are no ceassation. dont stupid. no one know wat will happen when people pass away. to heaven, to hell or actually soul wil trap inside our body and there are no continue after that. no one know wat will happen.ghost spirit god evil angel devil.haha every1 act the same for their own only.motivity

today is la queen aniversary,bunch of people is there to support. there an show organized by club that 4 sexy pretty bitch and 2 so call man gigolo dance for us. their had very very nice body and dance very sexy and yeng lols, but what i wan to share is there 2 guy dancing that shake thier ass so smooth and soft.haha walao then very sad lolz i lost my drink coupon there haiz then didi came from penang hehe so surprise me then new meet alot of friend jacky, jackie, jackson, kenny erm lot more then i be there with bunch of friend.cherry, naomi, sabina, jefrey, sean, hong, and many hehe then victor is there and haha even tough is celebration but i dont really enjoy lla te crowd is pack many senior junior sister is there,haha anyway is a good memorable for me.

so call friend la, my life suppose to be alone and no one should stand in my life. tought already pass along few year back, longest 10 year friendship. what happen to me. haiz  i am the leader i can stand alone i be alway the top of other. friend that i treat as do not appreciate then dont appreciate la, people i like do not appreciate me dont think about me too. i can stand on my own.the date 1/2/08 the day i clear friend and couple are same,untrustable human.

word from alven de psyrus- the people that u cn trust in world is yourself. there will be no exception. there might be miracle if u are lucky, one in a million are trustable. no one will do thing that does not earn benefit from others.

愛一個人
要了解 亦要開解； 要道歉 亦要道謝；
要認錯 亦要改錯； 要體貼 亦要體諒；

是接受 而不是忍受； 是包容 而不是縱容；
是支持 而不是支配； 是慰問 而不是質問；
是傾訴 而不是控訴； 是難忘 而不是遺忘；
是彼此交流 而不是凡事交代；
是為對方默默祈求 而不是向對方諸多要求；

可以浪漫 但不要浪費；
可以隨時牽手 但不要隨便分手；

以上都做到了 即使不再愛一個人
也只有懷念 而不是懷恨

this message is brought by alvin to everyone who view my profile and blog.support alvin k

dear let bb choose for u la, bb know dear haven forget your ex as i told u dont do stupid thing that u will regret. i saw yr ring today really nice hehe. i will try to disappear from yr visual ba. so u can really in feel with yr lover la.bb be fine. sorry the trouble i give u recently. love is not everthing or the greatest if i dont love myself. i wont let myself to get hurted anymore and missunderstanding between us i hope there wont be happen anymore…bb love u but that will pass soon.all the best dear..hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

                                                          words from alven de psyrus

                    "the slyph in the sky disappear to the air"

congrat to alvin, i have act the correct way in deciding my relationship with xxx. love is something very easy if both side have the passion of love and willing to sacrifire, dont ask what yr partner can give u, ask back yourself what u worth and able to give. love is love, friendship is friendship and admiring is admiring. maybe life is that, the thing u like does not mean it belong to u. is very good to to say that u love some1, but actually how many people in world know what is love. there are thing had past, as i say missunderstanding wont happen second time i mean that to xxx i already let xxx decide for me. stupid har loving someone who dont like u. really sorry to xxx i waste your time but there are many thing i want to tell u. maybe is time i take this opprtunity to tell u. if u read it just forget it if u dont dont even think of reading my blog

very thankful that u called me yesterday mid nite, it really surprise me and i tought u wan me to forget u, but why u called me. u creating the fake feel to me and i fall to u once again. haha dunno y when u apologize to me my tear continues fall. my tears drop is because my heart is feeling sad as what i done to you, i feel guilty and i feel myself really get back u. but really thank you u so honest today as u dont feel loving me,probably i not yr cup of tea but is ok everything if without answer which mean there are no answer and what i can do is only slowy disapear from you and the slyph disapear to the air.

i am a strong guy, thing that happen i will handle myself i need no one to be worry for me i be fine oneday just let alvin to be alone and isolated people i not a good people to get nice treatment from my dearest all fans and friend,somehow being hurt is being hurt i already happend i wont forget, 19/12 31/1 i breakup my heart twice. alvin wont fall back to the same situation anymore. is time to awake alvin, dont be the fantasy person u are not a kid dont even think to dream to be hero anymore. u are just a very common and ordinary ppl in world.

thanks to every1 who walk in and by my life, u guy bring me rainbow dream as i think i should be happy but now i feel something out of ordinary. rainbow consist of 7 type of spectrum where every color represent different color. for alvin purple should be nice. dont break my secret keep alvin heart as mysterious and left out and be forget by every single people. k

alvin, u are stupid because you yourself think too much on something inpossible.wake up there.k

"easy to say love is not everything,but it is hard to act it" today 28 jan, 20.40 i go sing k today with my sux emotion. victor u had hurt my life. my heart broke, my mind just appear the scene u french kiss  with other in front of me. i might just act nth happen but i really cant but all should be stop. i just broke up last month anhd tis month i get something bad haappen agan, wat i can say. i learned something new and is useful. thank to mao mao my little cat designer haha i will help myself out of tis problem, i am  no longer to be alvin that u see right now. i will try my best to find back myself to become a high street "fashion wear consultant" that know how to love myself. leng yein jie jie u are great how busy yrself u leave yrself a private time and i think i need to be one of yr follower. i need my own time to relax myself. my mind is out of memory exam is killing me and xxx u had ruinned my mind, oh yea plz do remember to listen the greatest of love. omg its dam meaning full , the greatest love in world is not u love someone and that people love u and hormony live till death. but the greatest love is the simple love. lovev yourself, be yourself and u be the great one who know thing gracefully. trust me or u experience yrself, dear friend y so hard to find people to love, care u , wat u nid is to be yrself and love yrself, u wont die because no one care u . hope iam right and what is inportant is when every1 is leaving u behind , that the time to show them i can stand alone without any1 and be the greatest of all love is not that happy also….is dinner time 2100

today is 27th jan 2008 i feel my heart had over bleed, just break up tought can get someone better but wat happen is even worst, "we meet in net, in reality we din’t do anything, just forget it ok’ this really make me sad and heart break. u wan me to wait u to forget your ex, u wan me to listen to u i already follow but y but y the result still same, y u say u like me y u call me bb y y y this happen to me, u ruin my mind i really get sick i fall into a big hole. dont feel like standing up, when i stand i really grow and mature but this make my emotion and atitude change.

i know iam no one that can make u to fall in love with me, i just too dumb and stupid to fall in love with you. today go clubbing i saw u french kiss with yr ex, my heart beat stopped right there. i know i should just leave it but inner of mine dont allow me to do so. i am too useless to love some1…so what handsome pretty cute or adorable. i hate myself and more hate people that sorry to me. love is a healing potion if it is nice but it is the most poison if u cant manage to protect it. it make u sad, down cry and bleed every moment when u think back.. reader plz dont so stupid to love sm1 that dont care about u.. it is very very stupid stupid action….good nite le is already 7 morning

today 22th Jan, my thinking is pack with a lot of nonsense that out of my expectation. yesterday me dinner  with Sean, Naomi, Elein, Shyuan and Sabina at peng lin and we chit chat till 10 plus i realise many of my thinking and the worst is slut.
i not a slut but i act like the slut, in my heart i still got love my ex but no longer hot  like previous dy so i try to open up to get in to a new relation sigh dunno is faith or what, say love me but still cant forget ex. say wan time but if treat me as a new lover least care me, be the 1 sms me 1st cannot meh. i recorded our conversation really warm when i played back but it stupid and fool act, don’t appreciate me why want to do this iam stupid and useless .i really not worth to be in love. slut had destined on me and  there no reason y i should love people since they dont love me…
be myself , live myself , think myself. the calming Alvin should be in the imagery world of mine.

sorry to dear reader, if u are not close wit me no need to view dy i just expressing m y feeling to release stress, pls dont comment my feeling]  there are 6 thing in my mind 1 money that i cant earn all, but i still thinking how to earn to survive, it ruin my mind damn damn long ago but still there  2 i feel myself very stupid, thing that not m part concern for what, leng yein jie jie i dunno how to lead myself as u to spread joy and settle problem for other. today i help some1 that is very close to me in her problem. but i just ask to help i get scold by his bf that iam busy body, sorry to say i am busy body. if dont like can just show face dont screw me i 1st time been scold.wtf i just helping if dont like just leave it. i wont care anymore * for people who like to help other pls take note that if some1 dont appreciate yr help and not worth to help just fuck them up and down  3 i having my sem 5 final exam, but many thing happen to me, iam dying  4. i love some1 that i really like but it seem dont turn out result it annoying me for tis 2 day dy. i cant live in such a problem tht i cant solve. wat the shit that calming alvin cant settle.  5. modeling is good but is very tough very hard to achieve, help me  6. dear good good close frz,       a.sean jeff jeff grp     b.chloe group     c. msn group     d.frienster group     e. clubbing group     f. course mate from dpr2     g.my dear housemate     h. my ex group[7 ly a]      i. clubbing group     j.the mid valley friend      k.the the garden friend      l.the sg wang friend     m. the models friend      n.my fellows fans      o. my part of life people. * plz support me in back and tell me how to be self actualize in world, i wan be the slyph not human i wan get out of human trouble